Hate to be late

I woke up around 6:25 in the morning then I took a bath and ran on for my breakfast, it was really a very fast breakfast.

But I end up being late, how sad and frustrating. I came at the office at 8:03 am and that is just 3 minutes late. And there goes my what if's or I should have's. I just hate to be late specially when coming to the office because I don't usually come to the office late and it is very frustrating that you didn't make it this time around.


I don't have my own car so I am forced to wake up very early in the morning so that I can have an early ride with a jeep. In case your not familiar with our means of transport here in the Philippines, I would like to show  you what we called "jeepney".

Manny "Pacman" Pacquiao

"Is he dead?", those were the few words that came out of my mouth after seeing Pacman lying helplessly on floor.

Manny 'Pacman' Pacquiao had his first time knock-out from Juan Manuel Marquez with their fourth encounter last night at MGM Grand Arena in Las Vegas. It was indeed a shocking fight to see specially for the Filipino fans who were expecting to have a knock out fight in favor of Pacquiao.

It happened in the sixth round when there's only about two seconds left and the Mexican boxer had a chance to use his powerful right hand to our Filipino boxer, and it did worked. Pacquiao got an unexpected knock out and left him lying still on the canvas, it made everyone nervous seeing thechampion in that position.

It was a heartbreaking moment for everyone who idolized and loved Pacman. However, after a few moments he was able to stand and what impressed me more is that he managed to smile. According to some expectators Manny was the first person who did smile after losing this fight. That is something that moved me, it reminds me that even the most famous person could still experience failure but only few people knows how to accept it whole heatedly and with smile on his face. And that is Manny 'Pacman' Pacquiao, a boxer, a politician and a Filipino.

After this devastating fight everyone has something to say, good or bad. But despite all of these there are still those people who doesn't lose their confidence with Manny's capabilities as a boxer and a person.

On the other hand, Juan Manuel Marquez who also lost 2 times and drawn once finally succeeded with his goal. He worked so hard, very hard to achieved this winning moment of his career and it did pay off.

These two people who almost killed each other gave us the most thrilling show we could ever imagined. They both belong to different race and culture and at the end of the day they are more than worthy with the fame and price that they received. Whether your with team Pacquiao or team Marquez, I believe both deserves our respect because it's not just their name that their risking but also their lives. Both have their own family who waits until they get home. It was indeed a happy victory to Marquez and a devastating lost to Pacquiao. But as what Manny did, we all need to do  is smile :) and move on.

God bless everyone and have a smile on your face. :)

Tomorrow is holiday

Wow! It has been a while that I haven't make any blog. Simply because I'm a little bit busy with work and there's no time for me to write,sad. However, tomorrow would be holiday here in the Philippines we're celebrating the birthday of Andres Bonifacio. In case you didn't know Andres Bonifacio, he is actually one of  our hero.

So what will I do since I don't have to torture myself from waking up so early? There's a lot of things to do like eat, sleep, watch television shows, browse the internet, get wasted and many more. It's time for me to relax and enjoy every second of my life, its been a while. And the good thing here is that I don't have to sleep early and also I can share my thoughts with you through writing here in my blog. If only we don't have to work for us to have money and only if money would be the one working for us and duplicate itself, then that would definitely living and experiencing life to the fullest.

There are times when I stare at the ceiling blankly then it would come into my mind, what if there comes a day when I don't have to work, when there would be somebody who would assist me in everything I do, when I could easily visit the places that I want to go because I have my own private plane. Then suddenly I wake to the reality of life that hey you're going too far, I realized that I need to work harder and harder and harder to achieve or experience those. But working hard as an employee doesn't make you filthy stinking rich and that's the hard part there. That's why I'm really trying my best to build a business so that someday I don't have to work for money, money will work for me.

Why am I mentioning all of this, when its just about the holiday and getting wasted? Because I want to get wasted the rich way. Yes the rich people way, where they can do whatever they want and holiday doesn't really matter to them because they can always set their own rest day or holiday, isn't that great?

It's 11:33 pm, but there are still people who are awake. If you would be here in my place you could still hear people singing in karaoke, most Filipinos really love to sing, including me. I could still hear people talking. Oh well, tomorrow is another day, so we'll live it, experience it, and embrace it with two arms and smile because life is Gods gift to us. So be thankful of what you have right now and work hard for the things that you wanted.

Have a blast everyone :)

Simplicity of Happiness

Its 11.27 pm and I've read some of the feed backs with my blog and that is just overwhelming. Why? First, I'm not a writer, second I'm not good with grammar and lastly I'm not organize when it comes to my thoughts. That's why I'm very thankful to those people who did gave a minute or two to read it, you're just awesome. :)

Am I happy? If you'd ask me at this moment I could answer you with a smile. I'm happy, I'm happy with what I have but I'm not happy at where I am right now!

When I was younger, I used to dream of having my own house(a big house), a new car(HAMMER!!!), a business of any kind(as long as its legal) and a happy and contented family. When I graduated from college,  I was very excited about life and money and reaching all  of my dreams. Then I had my first job, a project based job meaning it's not permanent, When the project ended, that's the time that I realized that it wasn't that easy as I thought it would be, it wasn't easy having all of those things that I wanted to give to my family. They said happiness is not measured by money, yes its true, however money provides that path for your happiness. It's like a bridge once you build it strong enough then you can bring other people to the other side, where money is not an issue anymore. I know some people won't agree with me, but that's how I see things. I want to reach my dreams not just for myself but also for my family, that's why I'm working very hard to provide even a small amount for them. Maybe that's one thing that I'm still struggling to keep up. On the other hand, you might think that I'm not enjoying my life, I'm extremely enjoying every bit of what I have and the people that surrounds me. I'm totally happy with my love life, I have the best boyfriend in the entire universe(that is just what I call extreme lol), I have my friends and family. Therefore, the only thing that's missing is for me to  provide a greater life to the people that I love, I want them to experience life to the fullest. Specially with my parents, because of their unconditional love and undying support that made me the person who I am today. Some might find this shallow but for me this is happiness, when you see the people you love smile it just melts your heart. This is something worth keeping for the rest of our lives.

A sunrise, a walk with your special someone, a bite of chocolate, a goodnight sleep, a sip with your favorite coffee, a picture taken from your vacation, a message from an important person, forgiveness from the person you offended, a fresh air, a hug, a new dog, a Christmas card, a bouncing healthy baby, a kiss on the forehead, a good dance, a breath taking scenery. Whatever could make you happy and as long as your happy then that's fine. Because happiness is something that a person shouldn't be deprived of, you deserve it, we all deserve it. No matter how small or big, how simple or complex that could be, no one can and should stop you because you are special and you weren't made to be sad all your life. So have fun and the most important thing is that you stay happy no matter what happen.

Goodnight everyone and good morning to those people who are at the other side of the world. Don't forget to be happy because you deserve it, I deserve it, WE ALL DESERVE IT. God bless us all. :)

Awkward Moments

I believe most us has experienced this crapped. To tell you honestly I'm a very shy person so whenever I meet someone it would take time for me to establish camaraderie. How about you? Have you experience such awkward moments whether its with your family, friends, boyfriend/girlfriend? Or let me rephrase that, how many awkward moments have you experienced? Once? Twice? Or a billion times?

I'm actually writing this blog here in our office, I just finished my lunch and my boss are around. This is one of the awkward moments that I don't want to experience again, but as long as I'm here this feeling won't vanish. How do you react when you are in this kind  of situation? In my case, what I usually do is that I don't talk anymore, it seems that I became mute for a moment. I don't talk because I'm afraid of what could be their reaction, not just with my boss or my past bosses but with the rest of the people, whom I get introduce to. I just don't really know how to start a conversation with someone who I don't know yet how to treat him/her. That's why I envy those people who loves to make friends and they do it naturally, no effort at all.

I remember this one time, having a fight with my classmate and I want to befriend her, but I can't utter that simple word SORRY.  At that time I was very conscious with my pride, I felt like it would make me less of a  person if I'm going to ask for her forgiveness. But I was very wrong. When I grew up I've come to realize that its better to lower down your ego sometimes if that would heal a broken wound. I believe that when you're not confident of who you are you will always have this moments in your life.

Whatever kinds of moment you have or will be experiencing, the important thing is that you learn, you do something to improve, and you never lose the hope because inconvenience/uneasiness is just temporary and make it temporary.

Awkward moments would always be awkward, just enjoy every bit of it because as what I've told you that is just temporary.

It's already 1 pm I have to go back to work and TGIF(Thank God Its Friday). Have a blast readers :)

An employees life

It's 4:45, Monday and it so hard to open my eyes, my body doesn't want to get up. This is the most crucial part, the waking up. I need to wake up early since its an hour ride from our place to the office. Its a great sacrifice just to have a minimum salary.

Let's look back, we spent 2 years from our nursery and kindergarten then 6 years for our grade school then another 4 years for our secondary studies then another 4 years for our college degree, well it depends on what course you take. Some would have 2,4,5 or even up to 10 years and there's more, if you want to have a masters degree that would take you a year or two. See, how long we squander just to have a job. Well that's the main purpose why we we're send to the good schools, ideally. However, I find it disturbing because it seems that we we're trained long enough to serve our employer, how is that? I have nothing against companies or being employed, my point here is that why can't we have our own business. Are you familiar with Robert Kiyosaki? I strongly suggest that you read his book Rich Dad Poor Dad, it contains a lot of information about this kind of life that we are experiencing right now.

There are times that I just don't want to work anymore, I don't want to do anything but to eat and watch television shows. And how can I actually do it when I don't have any passive income, how on earth can I live without even working? I don't think that its a "Lazy sickness", this is just the effect of experiencing such momentum in my living, in my finances. That's the main reason why I'm doing another option if everything else fails. Thank God, such option do exist.

 It's already 12:53 pm, I need to work now, lunch break is over. It's okay to be an employee but we shouldn't stuck ourselves from that idea. We should also have the freedom of time and money, but before we can achieve that we need to change the vehicle to our success. I'm starting to change it, one step at a time. How about you, when will you start?

A Bit of Questions

Its already 11:53 pm and I thought that it would be a great time to right something for this blog. It took me about 30 minutes to decide for the title of this blog. However, it seems that its still not an interesting title at all.

Why am I creating this kind of blog when I don't really know how to write, I didn't even have an A+ on my English subject. Have I ever thought that there would be that somebody who would waste his/her time for this not so readable stuff? When will I ever be confident with the things that I want to try or the things that I'm actually doing? Would you dare yourself to do something you don't want to do and end up not liking it or thanking yourself that you actually did it? Why are there a lot of people who choose to commit suicide rather than facing their problems at once? Who are you in your own perspective? Are you making any sense with this life that your living? Where did the universe come from? Who created it? Why am I asking this non sense question? Is it really non sense? Or are we just afraid to hear the answers? Is life really unfair? Is it complicated? Or is it only us whose making it complicated? Why would you end a good beginning? Do you really know yourself as much as you know your friend? When was the last time you said "I love you"? How was your heart when you had your first heart break? Why are you still asking questions when you already know the answers?

It's 12:09 am. Those were some of the questions that might be running in your head. Honestly, I don't have the answers to those and I'm sorry. But you don't have to hear my answers because you already know it, hear it from your heart. I'm not a writer but I want to experience such wonders that other people are talking about. I hope I could write something more meaningful than just asking questions. I hope I could make a difference by doing something I'm not used to do. This could be the beginning or this could be the end, it would depend.

12:16 am. I believe its time for me to go to bed and have a goodnight sleep. If you are reading this I just want to apologize because it seems to me that I did waste your time. But its nice to waste time for things that doesn't kill you.

Have a blast! God speed! :)